I was told today that my writing is getting darker.
She wants to get me confined in the hospital,
Where I lose all my freedoms, and privacy.
I keep telling her that I’ll be ok,
But she doesn’t seem to really believe me.
I won’t be seeing her for two weeks,
This really bothers her,
But I won’t allow myself to be hospitalized.
My writing is getting darker.
What does that mean?
Am I supposed to lie and speak about shining sun,
And busy days?
This is not happening any time soon,
Because I believe that I am in control,
And I will survive this bout of depression.
~ van ~